Wednesday 11 November 2009

Molasses

The last couple of weeks feel like I've been wading through molasses. I've been tired for a long time, but never this tired. By the time I come back from work, I'm so shattered that I can only manage to do the bare minimum to have food and clean clothes, and then it's bed time again. I've not had any free time for a while, and whatever free time I have I just want to hibernate, and even hobbies feel like a chore.

I'm only working a half day this Friday. My original plan was to go do some shopping when shops are empty-ish, but I'm just going to come home and pass out, because I can't handle this. It makes me feel like a failure, but if I sleep then maybe, maybe, I'll have a shot at spending some of my weekend time away.

2 comments:

  1. (((HUGS)))

    Look after yourself now Cristina.
    We're missing you on Rav but you need to be feeling much better before you come back and join us again.

    (((HUGS))) Possum!

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  2. Oh dear - that doesn't sound good. But please don't beat yourself up for feeling so exhausted, that's not a good path to be traveling!

    Be good to yourself, give your body the rest it needs, and remember this will pass and things will get better in time.

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